6/12/2023 0 Comments Helena fox how it feels to floatI think of candy hearts and carved-tree hearts and hummingbird hearts. She explores the hard and beautiful places loss can take us, and honors those who hold us tightly when the current wants to tug us out to sea.Īt three in the morning when I can't sleep, the room ticks over in the dark and all I have for company is the rush of words coming up fast like those racehorses you see on television, poor things, and when their hearts give out they are laid on the ground and shot dead behind a blue sheet.Īt three a.m., I think of hearts. Or maybe - maybe maybe maybe - there's a third way Biz just can't see yet.ĭebut author Helena Fox tells a story about love and grief, about inter-generational mental illness, and how living with it is both a bridge to someone loved and lost and, also, a chasm. It might be easier, better, sweeter to float all the way away? Or maybe stay a little longer, find her father, bring him back to her. Dad disappears and, with him, all comfort. And Biz knows how to float, right there on the surface - normal okay regular fine.īut after what happens on the beach - first in the ocean, and then in the sand - the tethers that hold Biz steady come undone. And she doesn't tell anyone about her dad. Not about her dark, runaway thoughts, not about kissing Grace or noticing Jasper, the new boy. And she has her dad, who tells her about the little kid she was, and who shouldn't be here but is. She has her people, her posse, her mom and the twins.
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